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| 10:09pm 20/06/2008 |
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apparently he's bi. he has a girlfriend (in texas) though, so he's TECHNICALLY off limits.
whatev.
lately i've just been thinking a lot, really. and hanging out with coworkers. i don't know if this is normal because i could really see myself being great, great friends with the majority of the people i work with, and the even stranger part is that most of them are around five or ten years my senior.
then again, lots of things are weird.
i've also been thinking a lot. life, the universe, why i'm not skinny... y'know, important questions. also how strange it is to think that i'm an adult. like.... what the fuck. when did this happen? how did this suddenly just spring on me? OH HEY YOU'RE IN COLLEGE NOW, OH HEY YOU'RE GONNA MOVE OUT IN A YEAR OR SO
what.
what what what what what.
and not only is it weird to think about this, it kinda scares me shitless. i've said this a bunch of times in here probably (honestly have no idea. i never look at this and i rarely update it. lol) but, y'know, it needs repeating i guess. mostly to remind myself or something. like, 'yes, you're all grown up now. what are you going to do?'
so what is riley going to do?
right now he has no idea.
it's a big, bright world out there.
also, i hate AT&T. fuck you for being phone nazis. D: |
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| 05:42pm 20/04/2008 |
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DISREGARD THAT I SUCK COCKS |
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| 06:45pm 16/04/2008 |
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Someone decided to take my picture with their phone a few days ago so they could show it to one of their gay friends. I'm either about to have a stalker or a potential date. Pray for me.
Also
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| 08:48pm 08/04/2008 |
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
that was the result of me forgetting about my finger on the keyboard. :|
but now some serious drama.
I NEED ASS. hairy tight delicious sweet ass. maybe a nice guy to go along with that ass, y'know, in case i want sentimentality. for the most part though just ass.
in other news
i drew shota. |
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| 07:00pm 06/04/2008 |
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straight guys? hitting on ME?
it's more likely than you think.
but seriously, what the hell.
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| 10:30am 12/03/2008 |
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OH MY GOD
BRAND SPANKING NEW COMPUTER
2GB RAM
JHIOSDAHGOS;JGS
AHHHHHHH SO AMAZING OMG I'M LIKE CUMMING GALLONS RIGHT NOW |
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| the great computer adventure |
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| 03:35pm 11/03/2008 |
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so.
Recently I bought a new computer online. The place I bought it from chose DHL as the shipment method.
Ok, I thought. No worries.
Well, yesterday I went to go pick it up. I could only get the monitor however because the cpu was out in a -different- delivery truck, or so said the woman at the counter.
She later calls me and tells me that, while its at that location, it hasn't even been checked in yet.
Hopefully, she said, I can pick it up today.
In short: DON'T FUCKING USE DHL CVFJMDKMDJKX
K anyway
Super Smash Bros. Brawl is amazing.
Is it wrong if I want Lucario to fuck me in the ass while I give Snake head? |
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| 11:43pm 26/02/2008 |
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i don't believe in e-dating.
at all.
but even though we've only known each other, through text on a screen, for six+ months
and the few pictures we've seen of each other
i almost think i like him. and it blows. 8|
apart from that everything's fine, lj. :B surprisingly there's little emo to report. oh. wait. I'M SICK GOD DAMNIT AND I FUCKING HATE IT D: |
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| 09:47pm 20/02/2008 |
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i don't even know what the fuck just happened.
i was in a stickam chatroom, and.. i saw someone on there smoking. i don't know what it was about them, but i suddenly felt like i had to tell anyone i was talking to at the time that i hoped they didn't smoke.
one of my pretty good friends - at least, i like to think so - his names jesse, well, he said he did so occasionally. it helps him concentrate. then i kinda had word vomit. i told him that i think it's insane how stupid people truly are to willingly poison their lungs and kill themselves and blah blah, and.. and that my dad had died 2 months ago because of a collapsed lung filled with cancer.
when he told me he DID smoke, if only occasionally, i was really, out of no where, just... taken with this huge anxiety, this huge, gripping fear that i was going to lose him.
at the time i just thought that, y'know, he hated me and would never want to talk to me again. he said nothing that might make me think this. i just started thinking it literally out of nowhere. so i start panicking. i'm apologizing with every single sentence i say to him. i just didn't want him to leave.
i calmed down a little. he left, went to bed, i dunno.
then i got in the shower and i just started crying. bawling. it was the weirdest thing. and i couldn't stop. i sat there for maybe 10 minutes just.. crying.
sooo
yeah
i don't know if this is some weird form of closure for me concerning my dad or what, but it's kinda weirded me out. especially since like, after i got after the shower and thought about it, it was absolutely ridiculous for me to have thought i was going to lose my friend. it was in fact kinda insane. i just don't know.
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I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU |
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| 03:59pm 26/01/2008 |
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i wish we could talk more. |
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| 08:54am 26/01/2008 |
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today i'm off from work. this makes me a happy bunny, especially considering i just worked the last four days in a row and they were all closing shifts.
i probably sound like i'm bitching about nothing, because a whole lot of other people have to work five days a week, eight hours everyday, etc. etc. but i'm just not used to that many days of working in a row doing the same exact thing every night.
anyway.
today i get to drive around and do a little bit of photography for my sister's work. they're just paying me to take good pictures of some of the buildings that they've built. easy enough.
oh. not that anyone's READING this or anything, but you probably don't know about my camera. :]
that's my camera.
if it were possible, i would have sex with it on a daily basis. it's the sexiest camera ever conceived.
spidgjashfkljjgksjf
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| 05:01pm 25/01/2008 |
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work tiem.
trust me
i'm going to start using this as my primary means of bloggin' soon.
myspace is just.. old now. |
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| 11:41pm 22/01/2008 |
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wants to squish my balls while i tongue fuck him.
is this good or bad? |
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| 03:48pm 18/12/2007 |
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i'm still scared shitless.
i can't help but feel like a burden to my mom at the moment.
i need to save up money. a fuck load of money. and just leave. :X |
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| 05:39pm 13/12/2007 |
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Time for something much more deep than emo rants.
About two weeks ago, my father passed away. I didn't witness him die, and there won't be a body at the funeral on account of him being cremated, so it really hasn't hit me with full force just yet. This isn't the point of this journal entry however. The condition of my family is.
I live with my mom at the moment, with my sister and her boyfriend. Not 15 minutes ago, my mom basically told me that we have about three and a half years of financial stability - and only by the skin of our teeth. Once that period is up, she'll have to rely solely on her paychecks to provide for a family of four, and that quite frankly will NOT cut it.
I'm in a bit of a dilemma. I'm wondering if I should start saving up and find a roommate elsewhere so my mom will have one less person to worry about. I'm not trying to abandon them, I just don't want them to constantly be hanging on by the hair on their chinny chin chins. Some people are forced to live that way, or have always lived that way their whole life, and it isn't preferable.
You probably think I'm vain, but we're slightly accustomed to having good things. Not super expensive things, exactly, more like.. well, we wouldn't be able to function properly without a cable modem. Stuff like that.
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| 10:36pm 12/12/2007 |
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wake up
school
work
sleep
wake up
school
work
sleep
wake up
school
work
sleep
wake up
school
work
sleep
wake up
school
work
sleep
wake up
school
work
sleep
and etc.
jesus christ my life is boring. |
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| hi there. |
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| 05:18pm 12/12/2007 |
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have we met?
oh, you're my livejournal. something i should be updating regularly. that's right.
well.
mr. swimmer is an idiot. but that's all said and done with.
i've now resigned myself to crushing on 27-year old Florida citizens. =/ stupid stupid stupid stupid emotions.
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| sorry folks. |
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| 11:24am 26/08/2007 |
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i need to update this more.
well.
things with mr. swimmer aren't going as well as planned.
but that's because he's a confusing little fucker.
oh well.
nothing else to report. |
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| 11:03pm 12/08/2007 |
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I want to go home. |
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